Self Portrait Drawing - 13th April 2006

Self Portrait - 13th April 2006
I wish I didn't have to post this drawing, I really don't like it. But it was instrumental in a decision I've just made, to drop shading and use only line for a while. It was the shading that spoiled this drawing. There was a stage, when I was still just laying out the main shapes with line, that this drawing started to come together. It was even beggining to live as a likeness. But then I started shading and it all ran away from me.

It was a straight rerun of my last self portrait, when I thought I had something and then it ran away from me. That drawing was responible for my reassessment, and starting the cafe sketches.

Thankfully I didn't get wound up by this drawing going awry like I did last time though. My drawing is stronger now and my confidence is growing, so it doesn't shake me as much when I draw badly. Also I've got quite a bit of bad drawing under my belt over the last few months, and now I know it's possible to sit down the next day and turn out a comparatively nice one.

I think I look mad. It sort of looks like me, but it doesn't. This is a bad drawing of what I look like when I'm struggling with a drawing, know it's running away from me, but can't leave it alone and keep obsessively fiddling trying to get it back. Lesson learned. Next drawing is going to be another self portrait, just line, no shading. It's going to be a test of whether this drawing only with line idea can break me out of this weird thing I have with self portraits, and help me to just draw what I see. It really shouldn't be this hard.

Posted 17th April 2006

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